Where I lost the Way

YES , I HAVE DUG A HOLE FOR MYSELF ! Yes, I have dug a hole for myself.I took long years, days, weeks, months and years to dig it. Might be sometimes deliberately and sometimes unintentionally I have been digging it. Digging the hole where I have been finding myself in, had become a habit long back and now I realized that the more I do dig it the more I am putting myself in it . A nd now , I have realized that I should now seriously think of how to stop digging the hole. First of all, did I need this digging? Whe n I find ; I had no job to do I start digging the hole. My mind although remained idle without finding a job to do I started loving to dig the hole as this digging of hole engaged me and gave me a safe place to engage my mind.But now I have started realizing that I am left alone in the hole. The hole is so private that nobody other than me knows its location. Nobody knows my address and also I have not been able to exactly locate its place. Now being in the hole vol...